katdav1908

I'm a young wife and mother(by choice). My greatest desire is to live life to the fullest. Although several circumstances in my life have held me back and repressed my potential, up until this point, I haven’t given up. I take each day at a time. I strive to do my best. For me life has not been easy, but I feel incredibly blessed and thankful for everything. I'm far from perfect, but I do believe in karma, I believe that some things are out of my control and getting through them with faith and a positive attitude is what has brought me so many blessings. Also, I am always self aware when problems arise and they are a direct result of my own actions. I am harder on myself than anyone could ever be, before you try to "help" or correct me I guarantee the thoughts have already entered my head and I have begun the process to correct it. Although, I will admit that hearing the words form other ppl (especially from those I love) gives me more self motivation, than attempting to solve issues on my own. All I want or have ever wanted, is to love and be loved, and as long as that exists purely in my life all else can be overcome. Anything I attempt I give my all, whether it be work, a relationship, or simple project. I believe that if my effort is going to actually be put towards something I’m going to do it, do it right, and with a positive outlook. I follow my heart over my head, it hasn’t let me down yet. I'm a very passionate human being, whether its simply the artist in me, I couldn’t say, but I’ve always felt so "full of life" so to speak, that I hardly have enough ways to express my self. And if anything’s holding me back, even for a second I feel as if I’m going to explode. I have a very interesting mix of intensity and passion and then calmness and rationality. So at times I’m aware that it might seem as if I’m on a emotional rollercoaster. But through all my ups and downs, I haven’t given up on life or myself (yet haha), and I desire to live up to all the potential the world allows me. And my ambition may not lead me to great things, in the views of others, but what I want for my self will always be what I WANT. As long as I feel im reaching my personal best in life I will be happy, regardless of anyone’s standards. Thankfully the ppl I now surround my self with love me for me, and are proud and supportive of me no matter what, my husband in particular, who I feel so blessed to have in my life every second of everyday:) God Bless~